What Would I give to Live in this place !!

Yeap... These shall what i call Heavens at Day and Night

I will definitely give anything to live in at least one of these places.

Good News is : They're on the same country . Switzerland.

Bad News is : The only way i could reach there is through my dream money.

oo..Talking about dream and money...

Does all dreams must be realised by money ?
Dont we have any free or at least cheap dreams anymore ?
Why do we have to bow to another paper notes for our own dreams
when it whistled through our brains, flesh and blood.
its ours right?

But I guess nowadays,
dreams needs some extra cash to support.
and cash is generated through jobs
jobs that create money..
money talks and human listens
the next thing more powerful than god or the devil itself.

The moment we bow for this folded god
is the moment we gambles against all odds.
The hard boiled works and jobs that treat us like machines
mass produced,promoted,to be used from bones to the skin.

Your perspective is shaped,mended,trained and targeted for one objective : Earn more money.
So you started your plan : To earn more money, you need to be higher.
to get the higher you need to be needed.
To be needed , you need to be powerful.
You need to show how powerful you are by being ruthlessly hardworking in everything you do.
There's no time to be wasted,No Sweat or tears to be grieved.
Its all about to get the highest as soon as possible.
nothing else matter.
nothing.

There you go.
The next thing you know,you were competing against each other
Your brothers,sisters,friends,colleagues,bosses,
you ignore them, deceived or crush them just to be on top
and you seems to be carried away in getting what u need to pursue your dreams
than what your dreams actually meant to you and all around you.

You have become one of them, another stepping stone created and used by another giant
like one of the brick stacked together.
just another brick in the wall
and sadly it is the wall that actually divides you and your true dream.

so Better Know what your real dream is
dont just let it go to waste
coz god actually designed that path for u

'Buzzer Beat' My Current Fave Japanese Drama

Okay,

Verdict : lets see hmm, Keiko Kitagawa , a (not cheesy) romantic plot, awesome OST and a great message is more than enough for you all to watch this 11 Episodes of J-Dorama that once aired our TV on late November 2010.

I just searched some info on Wiki'drama,Wikipedias,Blogs and Jdorama websites
and guess what ?

This drama won 2 Best Drama awards in Summer 2010,
and 1 awards for each Best Actor,Actress,Supporting Character ,Script writing and Theme songs.

Ok i didnt know this info before i watched it to be honest.

And the first Episodes scenes didnt wow me either,its kinda too predictable with a stereotype Sport-love story which end up being absolutely cheesy and lame fake sport scenes.
The only reason i watched it is because theres no other show airing at that moment.
I yawn and watch it uninterestedly ..until the scene where Natsuki smoking and cheat on Naoki.

slowly the whole story starts to catch my attentions , developed interestingly and the next thing i know...This Drama has changed my life forever... ;)

ahahaha yeah i mean it.... i never felt like this for J-Drama since Beautiful Life ( which still, in a sad way tho )

I can go On and On about this review for days and not stopping but i'll let u guys decide whether the whole point i said is true or not after watching it. :)

Okay back to the review :

I always a spiritual man. Who believes that we exist for something, and fate always hold a secret for us. A secret that we can only unveiled by faith.

And this drama has that message too. You need to watch it until the end tho.

Apart from message this drama has it all :

Naoki and Riko is likely the most applauded-cheered-and-deserved to be-Couple in the whole universe ( or Japan at least).

One is an unconfident hardworker guy who always keep things to himself and easily got a mental breakdown ,while the other is hopeless talented girl who always use her cheerful and positive thinking to help others but on the same time to cover her weakness.

They met each other in what seems to be the most common way two person could be friends : playground. And they started talking to each other about themselves like they have known each other for long ( and it was admitted by Riko herself when Mai confronted her the next day). No intentions,no drama,no cheesy talking or Love-at-first-sight scenes. It just plain talk and their expression is damn natural. The best thing is ,no one bother to ask their own name.
It just Fate ;)

After episodes per episodes, we can see both of them is engaged in their own love life issues.
Naoki with his bored GF and Riko with her new perfect-steady- BF. But as friends , they still met in various occasions and help each other in things.

Then the Fate starts interfere in. This is when it gets really2 interesting.

At various occasions it start showing hints that they actually have sumthing than friendship and hid it for themselves.

I can't help but ( honestly) melt with how they both show their inner feeling unintentionally.
The scene where Riko felt nervous whenever she heard naoki's name or when she felt worried after heard Naoki sad voice in the phone then off immediately to Naoki's training camp (added the beautiful Soundtrack) is just awesome....pure affection that is.
And how Naoki explained to Natsuki and Tomoya that Riko is his most important person right now and he wont let her go ( in a calm tone) is just pure devotion.

But still my best fave scene is On Riko's Birthday.
Where Naoki called and Riko look out from the window crying and yelling at Naoki sentences that would make every man in the japan cry in their own lap and run straight to the stairs too. hahaha ;)

nway.too many spoilers...

okay so it sounds like all stereotypical drama out there which u all have watched too many that u puke. But lemme tell u one thing : this is not.

All that u expect to happens in stereotype drama, doesnt. Well it does a bit but All the twist that usually creates unnecessary events : is corrected the moment it appeared . Its like a rollercoaster ride with not too many screams only excitements.

Its probably one of the most straight forwarded drama i've seen but made beautifully that u cant help but enjoy every detail of it. Every character is not wrong, they just act naturally..humanly.

So i wont give u an ending spoiler but please watch it. At least once.
You'll never regret it.

Wake up,The Rain is Over...

The Rain is over ...The sun is shining and Rainbow is starting to get clearer..
You know its only a matter of time before its gone.
And yet you still wait for the last glimpse to shine, glitter and dissappear before saying goodbye.

Some things are hard to explain, and thats the beauty of it...
Some days youre just in vain and get on with it
Angers and sad can blow you to a place u never knew before for a while
but memories are born to remain and when we remember it,
we cherish them within...
And thats the beauty of it..

They say friends are always there to find
Just try hard and keep tryin
But true friends always stuck in our mind.. ;)
In Joy and Peril,In Light or Blind.

What shall happens, happened.
You cant mess with Fate....
Coz fate might knows what best for you
Not now..not today..but u will.

Now, You have to wake up,
Put on that Sweater...
walk out the door,
breathe the fresh Air........see how beautiful the sun is...
start your steps again,takes your journey slowly,
embrace the whole world
continue the chapters you have begin...make sure its a happy one

Coz well,
Only you can decide how it ends...

And remember...Rainbow is always there in the sky..beneath the clouds..
You can't see it doesnt mean you can't smile with it :)

so..

Cheers, rainbow
Ill see you If you see me.
;)

My Dream Things....

Ok, First,

Things i wanna do sinces ages ago is to ride a Shinkansen ( Japanese terms for Bullet Train) on the railway beneath Fuji Mountains.

I mean how do you enjoy Japan if u never takes its Famous Jet-Speed train under their Famous mountain?

But Not just that,to me:

"Life is like a trains, stopping at each stations,Then you Watch in wonder on each one of it. You can make choices to step out of the train or stay until you reach your stations."

In life you had choices, and then you had made decisions,so...since time machine in not produced(yet) Whatever coming your way, good or bad , face it like a man, be brave and never looks back, coz you choose and responsibles of where you wanna go and what you wanna be.

I wanna be a free man who loves his Trains,and love the stations he passes everyday,everytime.

I want to love my Life....and trust me : its not that easy or as hard as it seems.

But thats what makes Life beautiful...The imperfections that makes Fuji mOuntain is beautiful in the evening and amazing in the morning....

So you wanna know how my life i snow?

well, im still in my train now.. still watching through the glass window,listening to MP3's watching stations over stations comin my way ,they are all beautiful with unique treats in each one of them,yet....They are not mine :(

and yes Fuji Mountains is still beautiful...hehe :)

So ,wave goodbye,wish me well, you gotta let me go..

Next topic, My dream Girl.....

it would be an android.

Why?

simple rules.....

1)They dont break your heart easily.

2)Their image probably dont stucked in your brain 24/7 while knowing that ours is not in theirs.

3)They probably wont say a thing that sound so amazingly normal ,but came like a piercing arrows to our hearts.

4)They dont play kites ( especially involving internal organs).

5)They feed on batteries instead of our Soul.

Ok Ok..i know girls who read this will probably totally disagree on what i said.

yep ,cant blame you.I have to admit that.Im not saying all girls are not perfect.

It just that this happens coincidently always to the girls that i knew and had a feeling for..( Damn...I hate Fate)

yea i know,im always attracted to girls with hidden talents..

well im still in my trains....and im going to listens to mP3 while watching Fuji Mountains.

See ya....later hehehehe

to my Frens here doing OT

(Jeff,Leila,Ame,Kuganaa,jeremy,Sofian...)...

Geeezzzzz i donno why i list all of u guys name here..weird...hahahahahahaha

anyway Good Job and Good Luck!! (Wherrttt???)

Over Time!! Again........

Im OT today....its hot..no aircon for sunday...:(

Doing some extra taskwhole day and listening to this hot chicks above.....

"I'M So Hot..Hot Hot..Ahh Ahh...."(Wonder Girls-So Hot)

Damn its Amazing how god create 5 lovely girls that u cant seem to be bored off just by listening and repeating their song 5 millions time a day...( i need pills)

Anway Its amazing how the traffic is so clear today....

But The sky is so Dark..

It's gonna be raining very soon,..

and Someone ask me last night, Is it okay to text me if she felt alone at night?

I said : "yea O course..I dont Mind :)"

But what im actually saying in my mind is :"GOD!!.... YEAYYYY!! ;D , O' course I won't mind..Silly!! "

I always alone at night for as long as i remember and i hate that...:(

hmm.....right Now im in Love with this song:

-The Killers-River is Wild.....

GEEEZZZZ...what am i talking here?

i must be too sleepy now

okay...im going to give this blog address to My Friend Kugi..whos working late and need some motivation now because.....NVM.....mind ur own business.

Come on Kugi!! you can do it !!

We all Make Mistakes!!

Lets make mistakes together !!

(damn,..its sound so wrong)

Nway CHilllll....coz i really need to chilly right now....hohoooohooooo

Wherrtttt??

C ya...guys...im heading home before it raining soon...

Cau!!...

Hallow Nunu!!!

Hallow Nunu.....

Hows Your eyes?
Ok already?


Cheers and Get well soon.....
;)

Cloudy with a chance of Rain!!

18:50--Office,PJ
hmm...going back soon..

hmm..

Hi Guys....Anyone....Who Cares enuff to read my blogs....
This is My first Post in my new blog yeay(lame)
..and usually you will notice a great excitement in my words as if im going to drive my new car in the first day...

Not .

I've got nothing to say ...for now la..
But later...when i felt like i wanted to upload my Short stories....
(which produced im my Psychedelic state of mind in the most boring hours of my life )
Then You know la....how weird and interesting the malaysian world looks like from my shoes...

So for now....just HI guys!!.....